Hello =]

Mothers' Day cum I MIss You Day

2010-05-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hello.

It was a shocked when my mum suddenly asked me to change up yesterday. I was busy revising G101 module.

Went to lot one for a moment accompanying my mum to get some sugar rolls and tarts for the family to eat.

All the while I spent my time flipping the phone. Waited till night for the cake to be cut. Can see that my mum wanted to drop into tears.

Messaging her has been quite rare nowadays due to the fact that her line has been 'cut down'. I have 4 more days till the outcome. So for now, I am getting the hang of not holding my phone often till she message me.

Since then, erm.. About four days we have not seen one another. There are many hindrance but I know god has a plan. So hopefully, I could see her tomorrow or if not, after her last paper which falls on Wednesday.

Till then, I will continue my revision for G101.

Fazira, I miss you. (takenote)

Bye.

Hero.

2010-04-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

Hello.

This is only some details about a particular hero in my life.

She was just an ordinary 12 year-old till now.
It was a turn-over in my life right after that incident.
There are things for me to take note from my only HERO.

Hero of today, it was as surprising as ever when a hero who risk all odds for the good. I owe this hero a one hell of a help. Without her, jumping was the only solution.

Yes, it was one hell of a ride, but that was not my issue. The thing is that my hero, was there for me. There to go all the way just for me and my benefits.

Baby, you better. =)

BYE! \\

Republic?

2010-04-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

As many knows that I have started my school term with a new institution, Republic Polytechnic.
One word to describe the curriculum, suck!

Yes, every single day. I will be doing problem solving with my group mates and solve the problem on our own. Presentation and the way I answer my question is how I am going to be graded for my DIPLOMA! GET REAL!

MY MATHS lecturer, he's job was just to say, " TRY FIND OUT YOURSELF!"

What a help? YES! ANNOYED!

So the biggest search engine was indeed a big help!

Went for NPCC training, while getting PARTIAL for Friday's attendance. Tested the secondary threes for 2nd class drill badge test. Only two did not make it. I will make a date with them for last session.

Hello Orange! Hehe. I miss you =(
And btw, SHE CAN MAKE ROCK!
EHHLLOO Batu!

Bye!

A Big Help

2010-04-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

I personally would like to thank my very own, Nur Fazira Bte Md. Hussain for the guidance in as my English editor.

She's the best!

Hope things goes well for you tomorrow.

Have a great rest, and thank you again for whatnot. =D

EEEEEE!! Hahah!

Sympathy.

2010-04-09T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hello.

The news broke all of a sudden and I wasn't even expecting things to turn out that way. He looked perfectly fine when I last saw him.

That person might not be close to me, but it somewhat affected my life after that day. My excuse for early departure was as simple reason. For you, for him.

Even if it wasn't boring and a fkced up, I will still get excuse for you.

Fellows. Looking at things right now, worries me. When you know and got to feel what I feel right now, I'm sure fellows will be more understanding. I would tolerate all these nonsensical acts but like an old saying, every man have a limit.

Poly life isn't that pleasant. Trust me. Its not. I'm not happy nor excited.

Bye.

250208

2010-04-06T18:56:00.000+08:00

Adaptation from The Last.

Don't think too much about it and don't dwell on it. It's a fate. As you said, it's not what you want but it's a gift to you. Be positive and never think negatively. Okay? You did ask me why I cried on the phone that night or rather morning. Well, it's just that... It makes me feel very sad suddenly and hearing your voice just makes me cry even more. I don't know. You told me not to cry and said said that it's no use for me to cry but. I just can't help it. I've never cried for a stranger before. Well you are the first. And every night, it just makes me keep thinking about you. To be honest, I just don't like to talk about it but I have to, one day. Well. Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for being by my side every time. Thanks for advising me to study hard repeatedly. Well, I will study hard. It's hard though but I try. Thanks for the time you've given me. Thanks for everything. And I'm very sorry if I ever hurt you in any way or anything or if also have done wrong to you. I'm really sorry. Do study hard and I really want to see you in school next year. Take care always and all the best to you. Don't exert yourself unnecessarily. And I don't want argue with you any more, Manchester United is still the best. Hope this little thing will cheer you up.

Mrs. Pakdatok.

Fazira Timetable.

2010-04-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Baby!

Attached file is your timetable for the month of April.

During MYE period, the weekends will be occupied for you to do test papers for incoming exam subjects.

Hope you will start afresh and do well for your MYE!

Baby, meals and rest cannot be ignored!

Study hard, never succeed.
Study smart, always make it.

REMEMBER, Homework are to be done first before beginning to revise =D

Best of luck princess!

Fazira Timetable.

2010-04-05T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hiyoooo!

2010-04-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

Baby.

Fault-

responsibility for failure or a wrongful act.

Its mine. =(

I'm sorry. Haiyyooo!

I feel so good after letting go one great goal! I wanted you to witness me there! But by looking at you just now and you giving me that stare, I know you know how much it meant to me! =D

Tomorrow we rest. Monday we meet. Tuesday. Wednesday. THURSDAY-FRIDAY CAN'T! HAIYOOOOO!!! STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! HELP MEEE!

Thank You, My Love.

2010-04-02T18:38:00.000+08:00

Baby.

I would first like to thank you for making your time out with me, today. It was indeed on hack of a shopping as I never shop like that in my entire life. It was fun! SUPER FUN! I would love to go out shopping with you again, this time with more talking conner. =D

I know that you were upset with my attitude earlier in the day. I told you I'm alright because I do not want to talk about it and not to dampened the day with it. But I got it all wrong, again, with you wanting me not to hide everything. I truly aware of that now, and I'm greatful for you to tell me about my mistakes and flaws.

The only think is that, why must you drag the matter for long? I know you hate trips in buses but why you want to keep quite, for long. I know you are angry, cause everyone have emotions. But, I hope you could just talk to me and tell me on the spot about my mistakes. I really wasn't aware of what I did to you just now , till you tell me.

Above all, I am happy to be with you. I learnt a lot from you. Its good if we point out each others mistakes as that's the way we learnt.

The Nike rubber duffel bag was one great gift from you! So sweet of you. I know I can't pay you back but I will do something sweet for you. =) I really thank baby!

FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I LOVE THE WAY YOU DRESS.

Thank you for being my fashion advisor for the day. I think I will look extra HANDSOME hehehe. You don't have to worry so much. Your handsome boyfriend will know how to handle situations.

I know you scared if I might leave you again. Furthermore I'm going poly soon and its more and more GIRLS coming my way. Bee, as far as you know, I've never leave you for other girls, neither do I flirt with any behind you. So baby, DON'T WORRY!

I ONLY LOVE YOU! Only YOU! No one else, even the person is the most prettiest. NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE IN MY HEART!

THANK YOU BABY! MUACKKKSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

Heart. (This suppose to be the heart shape but I don't know where to take) HEHE

Dardar, The Pakdatok of Peacemaut.

2nd Class Drill Badge Test 2010

2010-04-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

To all secondary three NCOs. Attached file is the command sheet that you are required to memorise for the upcoming test.

If there is anything you would like to ask, do contact me directly.

All the best and good luck!

Only You!

2010-03-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

Baby, I thank you for always being by my side.
Baby, I Thank you for being there for me always.
Baby, I owe you my life.

I LOVE YOU BABY!
I LOVE YOU BABY!
I LOVE YOU BABY!

You grew up fast. Look at you now, so young and mature. Intelligent yet humble. Take a look at yourself. You grew from a small girl to a beautiful princess which many people adore. Compare yourself to me. The older I go, the more hate people are to me.

You are special! So, stop asking and telling me that you are not good enough for me. YOU ARE! AND ONLY YOU!

Sincer Apology.

2010-03-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hello Baby.

You already knew and I am here to officially apologize to ruin your day today. I'm truly sorry to make you frustrated and confuse just now. I wasn't sensitive enough about your feelings.

I truly apologize for you to be in that state. Its all my fault and its not even yours. I hope you okay with me and I will promise you not to joke around with it any more. I just realised how sensitive that issue is.

But if you wish to tell me more about what happened between you and her family or whatnot that I do not know about, I'm ready to hear.

Secondly, about me. The actual reason I punched the wall and cried purely because I hate to be what I am now. I'm powerless. I'm useless. I always feel down when you get mad. I somewhat think its not right for me to do that but I still do so because I love you so much. I love you so much for guiding me to be better person.

Even though we fought, we fought because we want the best from one another. Its normal to fight but its not normal not to let out your unhappiness. Baby should immediately tell me next time if you don't like.

Once again, Truly SORRY =(

At the high note, I really enjoyed going out with you and family. Initially I was worried that I could not go along well. But with your help and your kindness, I managed to overcome it and enjoy my day out with you. I hope for the next trip like that. Its so enjoyable that I forgot all my problems. Its so pleasant. I hope you feel the same way.

My Knuckle will always remind me to be careful with my words. I'm sorry to shocked you. That's me. That's my real me ever since you knew me. I've changed because of you. I OWE YOU!

Do not pay hakiim. I will settle it myself. That's my punishment for just now.

THANK YOU BABY! I LOVE YOU TO THE FUCKING MAX!

I really can't live without you!

Sleepy Sleepy.

2010-03-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hello Baby.

I know by the time you are reading this its already too late but I DONT CARE!

Sleep tight okay. One hour is not enough.

=)

You look super pretty and stunning.
I was so down to earth when I saw you.

Sleep Tight! MUACKS!

Bye.

Concert Tommorrow.

2010-03-25T17:50:00.000+08:00

Baby!

Tomorrow got concert. Enjoy your day okay =)

Just try not to make me wait for so long =)
hehe joking =)

Take care of yourself tmr. I not there.

I love you =)
Enjoy yourself okay. . . . =)

See you tmr night =D

=( NO PHONE )=

2010-03-24T16:51:00.000+08:00

Hello..

Now Very Super Lonely.

Yaya phone gone.!

NOOOO! CANNOT!!

=( Go eeaaattt first )=

Sleeping Princess =)

2010-03-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Yaya is sleeping now! Those fucking idiots out there who turn their music out loud and disturb my Princess, I swear I will fuck you up!

Princess, I think I can do what you want me to do.

I understand now what you meant by control. =)

Actually I am glad that Princess is there to help Dar,
Thank you my princess.
I try to post for you everyday okay my Princess.!

=)
SLEEP TIGHT! MUACKS! I LOVE YOU!

Baby Resting.

2010-03-23T14:59:00.000+08:00

We Love Fall Out Boy.

2010-03-14T05:59:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I malas want to waste my time on people who do not have moral values in them while thinking, "I'm better than god!". If its still unclear, why not pinch yourself on your right arm. If you shout, thank god. But if not, I really cannot wait to get a gigantic double-vision mirror for them.

"I will still pray -you guys have a straight live though", Zuhairi.

Talking about senses, both of us actually have the same music taste. I still could not believe she actually sang those songs, with proper articulation of the lyrics. "Superb", she said.

Why waste money on dance classes when you can get it for free on Youtube? Make sense?

Motivation workshop for two secondary schools, and I will be your facilitators. Funny, but true.

Lappy still not home yet. She still sailing on a big ship. Stupid!

Still not going to contact them. I have bigger issues to settle.

I should be joining JIVES rather then cheer-leading. Student Council too maybe.

Heels are hot, when you are on it.
They are not, when they thought they made it.

Northen Downpour.

2010-03-01T09:15:00.000+08:00

Hello.

While I was away from posting my journal, nothing really fascinating came towards me.

Chelate was catastrophic. Working life was mundane.

Nothing pleasant, just yet.

So I decided to make something new out if my miserable life.

IPOD touch. Ordered and on my way on 7th March.

So for anyone of you who believe that the IPOD touch belongs to you, kindly post a smile, anywhere.

Speaking of devil, I'm still alive. Thanks for the strength.

RED, BLACK, WHITE? Which one? =)

Bye.

GET WELL SOON!!!!

Wo pusi huani liow! hehe

Vote!

2010-02-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

I'm just starting to go by.

2010-02-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

I see you writing' on my wall, why you want to do that?
My name is tagged, you already see that.
The media want to paint it all black, and they do it right in my face.

See I can't sit back, and let it all wash away.
I worked too hard, for it to be erased.
Before you talk, I'm go finish what I gotta say.

Cause already put in time, with all of my grinding', all of my grinding'
You know I grind.
Through all of this struggle, all of this struggle.
Even though the pain, I still have to hustle.
Man, I had to feed my family, and at the same time keep my sanity.
Oh no.
Man I can't let you do it.

Graffiti you trying to spray.
Spray on me, graffiti you trying to spray,
On my name.
Graffiti you trying to spray, spray on me.
All the graffiti you trying to spray,
On my name.
But it's already written on the wall.

Can't cover it up, can't cover it up.
But it's already written on the wall.
Can't cover it up, can't cover it up.

Who got award shows rocking every time I hit the stage.
Even the haters went and bought a CD.
But now my fans I'm an empty spray can.
And I just cant paint a thing.

Seem like the less I have the money, the less I have the problems.
The more I got the money, the more I got the problems.
Let me clear my throat, gotta make sure you hear me go.

Cause already put in time, with all of my grinding', all of my grinding'
You know I grind.
Through all of this struggle, all of this struggle.
Even though the pain, I still have to hustle.
Man, I had to feed my family, and at the same time keep my sanity.
Oh no.
Man I can't let you do it.

Graffiti you trying to spray.
Spray on me, graffiti you trying to spray,
On my name.
Graffiti you trying to spray, spray on me.
All the graffiti you trying to spray,
On my name.
But it's already written on the wall.

Can't cover it up, can't cover it up.
Cause it's already written on the wall.
Can't cover it up, can't cover it up baby.

Its already done ain't got to paint no more.
With all this pain that I've endured.
I know, I was wrong for what I did.
And I made some mistakes cause I'm human.
I ain't going to feed into the negative.
I'm going to keep grinding.
On this graffiti.

Cause already put in time, with all of my grinding', all of my grinding'
You know I grind.
Through all of this struggle, all of this struggle.
Even though the pain, I still have to hustle.
Man, I had to feed my family, and at the same time keep my sanity.
Oh no.
Man I can't let you do it.

Graffiti you trying to spray.
Spray on me, graffiti you trying to spray,
On my name.
Graffiti you trying to spray, spray on me.
All the graffiti you trying to spray.

Can't cover it up, can't cover it up.
Can't cover it up can't cover it up.

Erfian or Elfian.

2010-02-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Fucking busy last two weeks. Working part time as a merchandiser with Yeo's. Great experience so far but I still prefer events.

Fucking annoyed by school-kids hanging around the shopping mall after school. They are making shopping malls like their hut to fucking flirt around. Both boys and girls.

Fucking happy that my two weeks of mental pain has come to a near end. Just wish to get that fucking pay, as soon as fucking possible.

Now for the real deal!

I wish I could find my old fucking best friend. But the fucking problem is that I've forgotten he's fucking name! WHAT THE FUCK!

I wish adi and me could reunite with him. Old time is the fucking best.

If you know any guy named Elfian or sounds alike, who previously schooling at Westgrove Secondary, TELL ME!

FUCKING FEELING! NOT EASY! NOT EASY!
Bye.

Druken.

2010-02-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Yesterday as I was on my way back home from an unpredictable night, I was approached by a drunken nearby my block. Surprisingly, he blew me one solid punch right at the centre of my ribs after scolding Hokien vulgarities.

I was in total pain. With all my might, I took a nearest badminton racket, and swung few strong shots to he's face. Magnificently, there was an Indian man who helped me out. I kept giving him my fullest strength till he was totally knocked out. I suffered a bruised ribs and wrist.

DON'T DRINK IF CAN'T CONTROL!

Bye.

Appeal.

2010-01-27T04:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Was all awake till now. Could not fall asleep.

My JAE results; Sports Sciences (R21) at Republic Polytechnic.

I appealed for Singapore Polytechnic's Information Technology, Republic Polytechnic's Business Applications and Information Technology.

Pray for me =(

Hatiku Menjerit

2010-01-26T05:46:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Selama aku berdiri di dunia yang fana ini, tidak pernah sekali terlintas dalam fikiranku akan apa yang tertulis di hari esok. Aku bagaikan tidak percaya, bagaimana aku boleh meneruskan hidupku yang penuh dengan dosa, khianat dan dendam.

Setiap kali aku keseorangan, rahut wajahmu akan bermain-main di mindaku. Ia bagaikan sebuah mimpi indah yang tidak mahu aku bangun ke dunia realiti. Pada waktu yang sama, ada sesuatu yang mengganggu ketenteraman yang suci itu.

Aku sadar bahawa semua makhluk ciptaan Ilahi tidak dapat lari daripada kesalahan dan takdir. Kadangkala, pernah aku menanya kepada diriku," Siapakah aku untuk melawan takdir?"

Kepedihan, kesakitan dan keperihan di hati sang insan yang hanya menginginkan kasih sayang yang tulus lagi ikhlas oleh ramai. Aku tidak pernah minta untuk di sayangi. Aku hanya mengharapkan agar kebaikan dan ketulusan hatiku tidak di jadikan suatu bahan pembicaraan.

" Kau suke kasih aku marah! Dari kau kat perut sampai sekarang!" teriak suara nyaring. Aku terdiam dan tidak berkata-kata.

Hancur. Seolah-olah jiwa dan raga ku ranap di tembus ombak kuat yang terus-menerus memukul pantai. Aku membayangkan tuhan menguji kesabaran dan keimanan ku.

Bingung. Aku tidak tahu ke mana harus aku pergi. Pergi mencari ketenteraman diri, aku berjalan menuju ke taman permainan berhampiran banyak perumahan. Aku mendongak, merenung jendela hitam dengan harapan muncul muka keceriaan. Setelah dua jam, aku cuba untuk menahan rasa ngantuk dan terus cuba menghubungi nya.

Saat itulah aku sadar,makin kuat kesabaranku, semakin banyak dugaan mendatang. Aku meninggalkan tempat itu dengan keegosentrisan yang tidak terbatas.

Sejuk dan menggigil seluruh anggota badan ku. Banyak pejalan kaki terpingga-pingga dengan perwujudan diriku. Aku tidak menghiraukan kerana aku tahu aku tidak sempurna.

Seminggu selepas itu, dunia ku berkocak sekali lagi. Kali ini, lebih kuat dari ombak tsunami. Aku hanya mampu membisu. Perkataan ku akan merumitkan lagi keadaan. Aku sedar, Puteri tidak mahu aku mengulas lagi. Aku diam. Diam dan terus mendiam.

Hingga sekarang, tidak ada seseorang pun yang belum terdengar tangisan di lubuk hati. Mungkin ini nasib. Mungkin ini yang dinamakan takdir. Mungkin juga ini semua satu khayalan aku. Apa? Apa yang harus aku lakukan.

Apabila ku kesunyian, aku menyanyi, " Tak ada lagi yang bisaku lakukan tanpamu. Ku hanya bisa, menyatakan apa yang ku rasa. Kumenangis, terbayangkan. Betapa...."

Ciptaan: rah.iizu

(dapatkan novel yang terdapat di pasaran, Sekarang!)

Bye.

Hatiku Menjerit

2010-01-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

Happy B'dea, Farah.

2010-01-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Celebrated Farah's birthday at the camp site just now at mid-night. It was one of the most sentimental moments of my life- witnessing a duo of brother and sister hugging.

She even dropped into tears but tried to "push" it in by looking upwards. (Haha) Rafi is indeed very loving and respect elders well.

Lydia! You very LUCKY hor! (haha)
I STILL OWE LYDIA A B'dea GIFT! (Shit!)

But, FARAH! Enjoy your day! =)

*the camp was a success! congrats to all!

This Post Title Suppose To Be A 4 Letter Word!

2010-01-17T10:59:00.000+08:00

F! All I can say is F!

We Are Who We Are.

2010-01-13T07:19:00.000+08:00

Hello.

The results for GCE-O Levels were already out. Lots of emotions were seen- tears of joy and dismal.

Yadah yadah! All the same things happening over and over again. If they were crying for getting a disappointing results, its totally okay. But its really annoying to see people dwelling on their results and kept crying the whole day round. Gosh. Move on guys.

Okay, now all about me. Yes, I've made it to continue my education journey. Sadly, I have only 4 Olvel passes out of 5. Gosh. I've failed Combined Humanities (D7). There goes my hopes and dreams to get into RP's Events Management. But, I've already prepare myself for the worst. So these are the courses I've applied through Join Polytechnic Admission (JAE) ;

1 - S50 INTEGRATED EVENTS & PROJECT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

2 - S95 HOTEL & LEISURE FACILITIES MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

3 - S68 CIVIL ENGINEERING WITH BUSINESS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

4 - T28 INTEGRATED FACILITY MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

5 - N57 HORTICULTURE & LANDSCAPE MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

6 - R26 SPORTS AND EXERCISE SCIENCES (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

7 - R43 HEALTH MANAGEMENT AND PROMOTION (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

8 - S53 COMPUTER ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

9 - S69 INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

10 - R18 BUSINESS APPLICATIONS (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

11 - R13 BUSINESS INFORMATION SYSTEMS (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

12 - V40 BUSINESS STUDIES(EVENT MANAGEMENT) (ITE COLLEGE CENTRAL(BISHAN)

Well, these are my results for GCE O -Levels;

English- C6
Mathematics- B3
Science(Phy/Chem)- B3
Malay- A2
Humanities(Geog/SS)- D7

+ L1R4 + CCA (15)*
+ L1R4 - CCA (19)
+ L1R4 (21)
+ L1R5 (22)*

*CCA is included as a subject.

Pray for me. Thank you =)

Best Wishes, Graduates.

2010-01-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

Hello.

This short post is just to remind those graduating students of the GCE-O Levels Release Results which falls tomorrow at 1400h.

Best wishes from me and my family, especially to Hamizah, my classmates and those who have a strong bond with me and family.

Hope to see many of us carrying on our education.

* Giddy, Giddy and yet, Giddy.

S50 (Integrated Events and Project Management)

2010-01-09T06:15:00.000+08:00

Blank.

2009-12-23T12:54:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I now have difficulty logging into my computer due to the spoilt optical mouse. Mum reckoned me to get a new one later at night, while my dozy eyes can still be managed. If you ask me, I will say that I will want to get a Web-Cam and Microphone too. =)

The 4 days stay at Aloha Loyang turned out to be unexpected. I've enjoyed the BBQ myself. The buffet catered by Mr. Wee and family was pleasantly delicious. Complement for the right choice. =)

Yes, I was having a hard time putting me to bed as the accommodation was insufficient for my size of body. I only had 4 hours of sleep and right now, I'm halfway to dreamland.

*When people give you a sulky attitude, all you have to do is to keep smiling till that person realised the importance. Sadly saying, I felt that I was treated like a "human-rental machine". They will only find me when my assistant is exceptionally needed. Or even when that person felt bored and lonely. Who do you think I am?

Bye.

Singapore 2010 Friendship Camp. (Oui)

2009-12-15T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I've been away from my desktop for so long. I've only have the opportunity to check my mails now. The reason why is that I was in a Youth Olympics Games camp proudly organised by the International Olympic Committee.

Day 1 (8 December 2009)

I made way to Singapore Sports School and reached with an indistinct purpose as the school was gigantic then I expected. I was worried as I was all alone and there was no clear signatory to where I have to proceed.

A young, energetic 15 year old male student from Sports School gave us our transporter
(electronic key) for access in our rooms and other places around the huge compound. (AQ, that boy is YOU! HAHA!)

Settled down my stuffs and was quite delighted with my room - spacious and comfortable. Went to the dining hall for my late lunch. Once again, I was amazed by the variety of food for the participants. The food was tasty.

The moment I met my group members, the first impression was a negative one. Everyone seems to be doing their own stuffs, mostly PHONES! HAHA! ( Sorry Angela )

We had the opening ceremony officially done by our minister Mr. Masagos.
The atmosphere was ecstatic- everyone enjoys themselves!
Next was the World Festival. So much to describe so I just explain the BEST PART of the Festival- The DISCO! HAHA! Yes, a DJ and beat boxer was invited to enlighten the festival with youths all around jumping and enjoying the remixed musics! I was in my ethnic clothes that time! Shhh..

Day 2 (9 December 2009 )

I've choose Golf as the sport of my choice during the Sports Exploration programme. Being a first-timer, it was hard to handle the clubs. I learnt how to chip the golf ball, putt the ball and smack the ball way up high. =D The instructors are fun to be with.

At night, we had chat with champions, Asafa Powell, Veronica Cambell and Dexter Lee.
The Jamaicans were invited solemnly to share their experiences during their time in the Olympic games. It was truly a moment for me as Asafa has always been my IDOL!

Day 3 (10 December 2009)

Early in the morning, we were on board a bus to travel the city area. We went to Little India and Kampong Glam as part of the programme for the International participant to know more about Singapore heritage and culture. It was blazing hot when we reached Marina Barrage for a tour around the vicinity. We played games which spark the sense of enlightenment among our group-mates. We laughed our way back to SSS! HAHA!

At night, we had chat with champions part two, with Michele Klim. If you don't know this legend, you should start doing your research =D. He was asked to show his abs and everyone was snapping that once in a lifetime moment.

Day 4 (11 December 2009)

We departed early for the Punggol Jetty. We boarded a boat to Outward Bound Singapore (Camp 1). We enjoyed ourselves with the high elements and work as a team to build a raft which successfully float on the sea! OUI!! HAHA!

Later at night, we were given materials to design a book full of pictures of our exciting journey for the past 4 days. I had a bad design for my cover but my group-mates made the content meaningful +D.

Day 5 (12 December 2009)

I choose Sepak Takraw as my second sports for the Sports Exploration Programme. Even though its not a new sports for me I still have difficulty bringing the ball up in the air.

Went to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve for ' Tree DESTROYING'. We pulled out the roots of the vines. =D Played with the snake and back home.

Preparing ourselves for dinner and closing ceremony. Well I was not expecting myself to drop a single tear but I did. The sense of sentiment was so deep. What more its the last day where I'm able to see my International FRIENDS! GOD! Those time when we laughed our heads up in Djadid's room and Tiger cuteness. GOD! I FEEL LIKE CRYING AGAIN!

BYE!

Singapore 2010 Friendship Camp. (Oui)

2009-12-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

Brand New.

2009-11-16T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I have been away from composing my blog entry due to busy schedule.
Now, I will try and update with the recent and happenings coming up on the following months. Sadly, I will not want to discuss and fuss about my O-Level.
Just wish me luck.

Currently, I'm just waiting for the end of December before I could get my results.
If I'm not wrong, its on the 6 of January 2010.

I have been receiving job interviews but I declined all of them. I will be having a tight December and I do not wish to purposely clash my working days with my FUN time.

Updates more on Multiply Calendar or visit my Facebook-site for more details.

Feeling rather lonely but I still can manage. Yes, I can.

Brand New.

2009-11-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

Pissed.

2009-11-13T09:59:00.000+08:00

I'm bloody pissed with someone who appear to be very concern but reality check, its otherwise.

As in I do not understand.

Grave.

2009-09-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Well, some might be puzzled why on earth am I posting at this hour when many were out for their celebration. Basically, its homework. I have yet to finish my assignment yet so I have decided not to tag my family- can reduce the big 6 to 5 for easier excess to a cab. Furthermore, I can't enjoy myself when I have important things to settle. Next year, WE GOING TO HAVE A CAR! I repeat, A CAR!!!

Early this morning, we went to grandma's "house" at Lim Chu Kang. The atmosphere was lively but respectful. Dad just couldn't stop his jokes. At least he brighten up all the sad moments. I cleaned her "house" together with my siblings and cousins. We later then sat and prayed to god for the best of the disease. May god give forgiveness to you.

Grave. I just have that feeling of graving. Should I make things easy or not? Well, it all depends.

Guess I should get back to those papers. I've yet eaten since breakfast.

Composition One - Homework.

2009-09-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Attached file below is my composition which supposed to be handed to Mr. Wee by yesterday. However, I was absent from school.

So Mr. Wee, this is my first composition. Enjoy. Hehe

Take care of your health. Recover soon..

Bye-Bye.

When I'm Confused.

2009-09-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Well, hours later, its a mark for something new to most of the graduating students in my school. Hopefully we will able the grasp of the pressure and intensification. I would urged all those who are still yet to return from 'Sunshine Paradise', its time now.

Plans after the big examination? Not yet but I do have some thoughts for the 'long-break'. Simply having a brawny physical workout and again all comes back to MONEY! I was considering of having a mini-party for all my dearest friends- classmates and schoolmates. Of course not forgetting my Primary School friends.

My passion to be an educator cum planner seems to be unachievable. Humans alike use to talk confidence and penetration. However, at the same time, I do feel that individuals do not analyse the key notes. Just like strumming a guitar, without knowing the cords. As a whole, its never easy to dream but surely its simpler to work on our dreams.

Just in case: Have a great Syawal celebration to all humans and pre-humans.

One's Wire With Featured Dismal and Uncertainty.

2009-09-06T19:15:00.000+08:00

Hello.

My mum decided to attend my school's Teachers-Parent Meeting last Friday; she wish to know what on Earth have I been doing in school for past four years. I suppose she was expecting pessimistic remarks by Mrs. Oh. I already knew my grades before hand, so I was not really feeling 'bolt from the blue' at that moment.

" I want to ask, why my son kept reaching home late since Sec one? " inquire the worried lady.

" Erm, I don't know about that. But I do know that now we are holding night classes ", clarified Mrs. Oh.

On the whole, my mum thinks that I have been fooling around in school and neglecting my studies. Its a pity when ones' effort is not much prized.

So, my results for preliminary examinations is as follows;

English Language: 62% (B4)
*Malay Language: 70% (A2)
Mathematics: 61% (B4)
Science(Phy,Chem): 55% (C5)
Humanities(SS, Geog): 77% (A1)
CCA: 33 Points (A1)

L1R5: -
L1R4: 16 (14 Minus CCA)

* Malay Language results is base on June GCE O-Levels'.

P.S My Science results was due to my illness the week before Physics paper. I did not even revise little for that subject which the results speaks for itself.

There you have it, a substandard results which I have less than 50 days to improve on. On the bright side, I have ample time to stretch my marks for better future.

I had a 'mini' son-mum talk after break-fast. A choice of applying Diploma In Education or further my skills in events management? HELP.

Bye.

One's Wire With Featured Dismal and Uncertainty.

2009-09-06T19:14:00.000+08:00

One's Wire With Featured Dismal and Uncertainty.

2009-09-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

Resisting All Odds.

2009-08-29T19:58:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Just caught Chelsea beating Burnley three goals to nil. Goals came from Anelka, Ballack and Ashley Cole. Another clean sheet for Petr. Cech. I just got to know from my friend that Liverpool is down with one goal against Bolton. Poor KOP. Next time don't be so KPO. Later on Manchester against Arsenal. I don't bother to watch cause I hate seeing the devils losing another match.

Reaching home, my attention was caught up by a family opposite my block- fighting and quarrelling. I suspect the husband was drunk cause he kept beating his wife while his son was trying to stop him. His neighbour came out to try and help by shouting,"OI! Can shut up not! I call police then know!". I mumbled to myself, "WHAT A HELP!".

Alright, serious business now. I don't feel like going to school on Monday due to Teachers' Day Celebration. However, its my last year in ZSS. I will consider how. Furthermore, my classmates signed me up for Captain's Ball. Darn. I don't want play.

Almost forgotten to update about my preliminary results:

English- B4 (62%) *Can be better-Memorize more essays.

Elementary Mathematics- B4 (61%) *Disappointing Paper One.

Science- C5 (58%) *Screw Physics and Practical.

Humanities- A1 (76%) *Something to smile about.

Malay O-Level- A2 *Happy

So, total L1R4=16 (14 with CCA Points).
Sadly, I should have done little bit better for Science. My fatigue fell the weekend of my Physics paper. I didn't recap my stuffs and the results shows that I have to revise my Physics to do well, unlike Social Studies.

Lastly, I starting to hate appointments. Any appointments. It kills waiting.

Bye.

Hair-do.

2009-08-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Idiot. I'm all slope now. DARN! PHONE got back, but still creating problem!
DARN! Again, was dragging my heavy feet back home. Darn, again.

Alright, now for the delight news.
Third name to be announce, Zzzzuu.Hairi!
YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! Brought my palms up, and THANK GOD.
Head to the ground immediately. ALHAMDULILAH! WHOO.
However, should I consider getting a ONE?
Help.

I'm feeling rather better-problems solved, results out and O-levels is in two months time. Certainly, I can't wait.

Again, take care. Take Care.Cause there's no one there to take care of you. PFFTT.

Oh yar, YEAHH! A2!

Bye.

Rejected.

2009-08-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Yes, rejected. All five of us were rejected for the Preparatory Programme. Darn.
Guess I will have to start my Poly life later than expected. Darn.

Got my SS, English and Mathematics paper one results. SS I gained 38 marks; English paper one section A was only marked and I got 17/30. Oral I got 38/40. Mathematics paper one!! DARN! Only managed to get 45/80. DARN! Must be that fever. DARN!

Tomorrow is the official day for the release of O-Level Mother Tongue. I just want the very best in order to get to SP!

Thinks slowing up now. I've been rather busy thinking bout lots of stuffs. I'm grateful that I am still alive.

*take good care of yourself. never expect things to end up like this.

THANKS ALOT!!! FRIEND!

2009-08-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

YAR, alot! THANK YOU!

THANK YOU!

THANK YOU!!!

THANK YOU!!!!!

IDIOT!

What Can I Do Now.

2009-08-17T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Bloddy me. Bloddy me. Bloddy me.

That are three stanza best describe me for now.
Bloddy hell, I have not been experiencing such pressure for so long.
Nothing can I think nor do.
WHAT CAN I DO NOW?

Other Parties.

2009-08-11T07:14:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Firstly, want to apologize to Sir for unavailability to stay longer. There's a gathering at my grandma's. Hope next time I will make it.

Secondly, not quite an exciting day at grandma's. Everyone feeling dull and catastrophic. I don't know why but it must be my uncle who just came back. Can see how lethargic he is.

Thirdly, I did quite enjoy my second trip to WCP. Haha. With a companion whose back ankle having blisters. (Told you to wear your slippers). We ventured the whole WCP. Fascinatingly, I didn't bore her. A plus point for that fulsome effort. Looking forward to our next meeting. Hopefully, it will be twice marry with Hussain's son by our side? hehe.

I'm left with phycis paper, Science practical and Science paper one. Having said that physics is killer. I hope not. Nevertheless, I will revise and practise in order to carry on having good grades before O-Levels. Futhermore, the GCE O-Level MT results will be out any day of this week. So, its indeed a week to look forward for.

Good luck peers.

Bye.

Heartbroken Reverie

2009-08-08T08:47:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I was awaken by a heart-breaking dream hours ago. It started out well when I planned an outing with my NPCC-mates. We were eating and munching while fishing at a river. The poignant part came when I walked to the gents. I saw a couple, one sitting while the other was lying on 'ones' lap. I recognized the shirt the person wore. Its obvious and bright. With a caption right at the front. Big and shiny. I ignored them. My attention was brought to them when of of them started talking. I stood rooted on the ground. I knew i'm familiraise with that vocal chord. I walked back to my place. I'm certainly shocked to see both of them walking past me. I put my head down, pretending not to spot them. They were like deliberately staying there. I just packed my stuffs, walk away from there.

There you have it, a dream where I personally feel it might come true, real soon.
To the the 'couple', I hope that what I saw will not distrubt my life for this time being. Certainly not the right time.

Bye.

Pretty Pity

2009-08-07T08:13:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Its a pity when one tried to handle situations in a state of discomfort and confusion.
However, whenever there is opportunity to improvise, grab it. Grab it hard.

Caustic, Is The Best Solution.

2009-08-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Preliminary Examinations had ran well so far. Still have two more papers left, plus practical. Cool. I'm soon going to end my Internal Examinations and no more of such from 14th August onwards. Cool.

Macdonalds. I just cannot resist the temptation of the crispy and delicate MacSpicy. Arrrgghh.
Mouth watering. Yet, I do have to watch my diet. Gain another 10kg in two months. I've met my objective and I think only time will wait, for now.

While on Mac just now, there was this Greenridgean. Asked Vicky for a little favour. She helped but I think I should not. Mahat and Yahya with myself thought Vicky basic Malay language.

" Gemok nak mampos", I scribble on her Social Studies notes.

She kept repeating it. Darn.

A Week To Look Forward.

2009-07-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I was stunned to receive a piece of blissful news- My Direct Polytechnic application was short-listed. I will be interviewed on the 31 July 2009, Friday at Singapore Polytechnic.
To add on to the excitement, it falls on my date of birth. I told myself that, I got an early birthday gift from GOD. Oh God. Thank You. Now give me the will power, courage, ability and determination to execute my interview, extraordinarily.

I should ask myself, why could not I just take my shot, and slot the ball into the net. It was an open goal, one-on-one with the goalkeeper yet the ball flung to somewhere it suppose not to. This tells me something, I cannot do things properly when I am nervous. Nervous.

Nervous, I am nervous every single moment in my life.

Intense All Day Round.

2009-07-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Firstly, I kindly want to share stories during the day of my dad's departure to Saudi Arabia.
We reached Changi Airport Terminal One at around 6 pm. Me and dad went straight to check in his luggages. Dad went to introduce us to the lady who was benevolently to gave her tickets to dad for some reasons. We took pictures for memories. Soon, time past bloody quick. It was seven, and time for my dad to depart. Hugged, cried. It was one of my most emotional moments in my life-what more when you are a sentimental person. After all did their part, dad walked in to 'chop' his ticket. While waiting, my aunt was shouting to my ears, "Don't cry!" I thought she was referring to me, but it was my dad. God only knows how painful to see my dad cries. I even got emotional and broke down again, worst. After then, he walked in to the other side, and wave goodbye. Sadden. Sadden. Sadden.

School was great, as usual. I have been looking forward for practical lessons for no reasons. Just find them fascinating. Personally, I find my form teacher-HOT. I meant it, hot. I might not be hallucinating but i think it must be her character that reflects her HOTNESS. Furthermore, she dress up to school magnificently too. (oo)

Back To Average Code

2009-07-18T05:48:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I was stunned to read my tag board earlier this week. I guess people just could not understand that I'm making friends for good. Providentially, things are getting to flow as smoothly now.

Saturday, 18 July 2009. Its a day that my father is embarking on a a trip to Saudi Arabia for a minor pilgrimage known as 'Umrah' in Shari'ah terms. He will be there for 8 days and will be home on Monday, 27 July 2009. 'Umrah' is not compulsory but recommended. I wish him all the very best for a sucessful 'Umrah' and come back home safely. Amin.

Life has to go on as normal. It was not easy but as I said, it takes time and fortunately, everything cools down. Looking forward for a immense chnage in both attitude and self-reliance. Wish you all the best for everything and always stay healthy.

For now, its all on the books. I have been spending lots of my free time on sciences. So is happen(touch wood) that I could not pass my prelim science, I have to find a resolute. FAST!

Bye.

Oh Not So Glory

2009-07-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Panic At The Disco fans, I have a very poignant news. On 6 of July 2009, lead guitarist Ryan Ross and bassist Jon Walker; both had made decision to leave the band; perusing their own music career. Brandon Urie and Spencer will still continue their journey with Panic At The Disco.

It was devastating when I got know about the news of their separation. Let just wish the two of them a best of lucks with their new band.

To spice the story up, Panic At The Disco, formerly known as Panic! At The Disco, will be launching their third running album in late August. It is going to be a sucker punch for all of their fans as it carries the 'genes' of their A Fever You Can't Sweat Out.

You have just listened to their demo piece, Oh Glory. Imagine, their demo sounds this great. How vast can it be when New Perspective is launch.

Talking about separation, I'm facing one too.
As I said, it is for the best, and the best is for the future. Your future.

Wish you all the best, success and of course, GLORY.
Bye.

Bye.

Orally Examined.

2009-07-06T08:43:00.000+08:00

Hello.

My GCE-O Levels Mother Tongue Oral is on the 9th July 2009.
My application for Direct Polytechnic Admission(DPA) is on 8th July 2009.

Only if I knew that Additional Mathematics do help me in the future, I will endeavour a little more. Gahh!

I'm kinda interested in Psychology Studies. However, I've always dream to be an event manager. So which should I consider as my first choice course? Any help?

Speaking of oral, I initially sat for my GCE- O Level Mother Tongue last year. Sadly, I only attained B3 for written papers and a Merit for Oral. I was not surprise to perceive the B3, but the MERIT! I suppose that my oral communication was my asset but was proven wrong. So, must use back Malay as my daily verbal language, for a mean while.

Waiting for time to past. Wretchedly, I've yet to complete my composition and comprehension. Should be done by tonight =).

Open Book.

2009-06-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

Hello.

First and foremost, I will like to say farewell to my legendary King of Pop, Michael J. Jackson. His tribute to the music industry has made many feel the impact of his own talent.
Your music is still alive.

Let's get started and sprint for the finish line.

GCE O-Levels, here I come!

Effortless.

2009-06-25T07:05:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I just wish the holidays would end a little earlier. Boredom is really killing me, every now and then. I wonder how housewives could tolerate this. (pondering)

I frequently ask myself, whether am I really not that vital to be with. I just could not wait any longer to graduate and attain fresh new friends. I mean it, fresh!

I have already completed my holiday assignments. However, I still have my science assignments not done yet because it is with my scientist in school. It was not given before the school term ended, but was given during the science study camp, which apparently I did not attend. I did went to school to find my scientist but she was no where.

Just end the holidays and I'm back to my study mode.
Always expect the expected. Cause sometimes, you do get dishearten with things that turn to be your expectation.

Time Flew, Fast!

2009-06-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Weeks ahead and off to school, for one more semester before the actual O-Levels.
Rapid isn't it? Sometimes I do tell myself that time do not wait for me, but still I wait.

Boredom do kills people's mind, especially when you're the type of person who loves action and excitements. I must, or should I say I have to try find something new to get the boredom of my life, sinking deep in the ocean.

Unexpectedly, my whole entire body started to grow spots. Not small spots but big itchy ones.Initially, I thought that it was just a normal rash because I was "top-nude" since I got back home from my Oral Training. After spent hours on the computer, I lied down on my brothers bed. Then, my rashes turns to be my enemy for that moment of time. I scratched my tummy, my back. I told mum about it, and she gave me a cough syrup. I decided to get myself wet. Mum told me not too, but I insist cause I could not tolerate any more itch.

Get myself dry and I realised it got worsen. I began to panic, thinking I was having Chicken Pox or Influanza A. Mum threw me fifty bucks to consult a doctor. My family doctor is on leave for two weeks. So I went to my alternative doctor. When I stepped onto the clinic, I soon realised that my face started swelling, then mu left eye. Goodness it was painful and unbearable. Waited for the doctor, and I scratched my whole entire body. I almost weep.

The doctor told me that I might have eaten some kind of chemical that normal human body cannot tolerate. I tired to do a flash-back on what I eaten today, but I still could not find anything chemist. I'm still pondering on how I got this prickles. The guy doctor jabbed- gave a relief on my itch. The doctor smiled when I kept scratching, or maybe his laughing because of my 'stung face'.

Calamine Lotion...
All Over My Body....
I love the smell though...

Bye.
P.S(She's back)

One Tough Act To Follow

2009-06-14T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Have you listen to Beautiful from Eminem's newest album, Relapse.
If you have yet to do so, why not you spare a time for this six minute song.
Not only its meaningful, melodious but also relate the life of a rapper, Eminem himself.

The the before today was not a day of my life. I can see why adults now days kept reprimanding young teenagers to buck up and to excel well in studies. I'm lying if I say that working for money is a painless 'activity'.
I can really see a glimpse of many Singaporeans personalities.

Customer: What freebies can you throw to me?

Zuhairi: For this model, I can only give you cleaning kit, 4GB thumbdrive and carrying case

Customer: How can like this, give me what you all have.

Zuhairi: Sir, I wish I could but we have margin to play with. Furthermore, you're only buying a $900 laptop. Sorry sir, I can't.

Customer: How can like this! Okay, I don't want cleaning kit you give me mouse.

Zuhairi: Okay sir. That will do.

At the cashier.

Customer: Eh, I called my friend to but one more from you tomorrow. So now give me speakers okay.

Zuhairi: Sir, if his coming tomorrow then we talk about it tomorrow.

Customer: My friend not from Singapore. Never mind, just give me.

Zuhairi: Sir, you want to settle your bills or you leave?

Customer leave my booth. Moments later, he came back, bought that $900 laptop.

Imagine how appalling his greediness! I took almost an hour entertaining this son of a tut.
Gosh!

I've yet to start my assignments. As planned, tomorrow I will be tuning my mood. As things was going about smoothly, unexpected things happens.

I'm still waiting to just have a simple jaunt. WHEN?

Bye.

Yup, Gnikcuf

2009-06-06T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Sitting and pondering. I'm in mess that's what I can say.
A hundred for that pinky, estimating around twenty for that blueish, trouble for that bluey and bye-bye blackish.

Totally, I believe it's the divine decree of destiny. I should not have followed my stupidity. I've to pay the price of being- idiotic, sickening, pathetic, moron, dim, dense, wretched and all the dire adjectives.

I don't wish to move form here. I want to make sure I compose myself before I take actions.

Say, what can I do to help myself? Anyone?

Bye.

Running Levis =)

2009-05-30T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Last day of my Malay Intensive Programme. It was a heart-warming ending but I gain a lot from it.
Sadly, I have to wait till June 14 to get my 'Cahaya Bersinar' from where I sit during the Intensive Programme. First and foremost, a special thanks to Mdm Mislimah's for that incalculable effort rendered in the teaching, marking, guidance and etc. That prayers almost put me into tears. As usual, man and their egos.

Have you ever seen anyone, running in jeans?
If no, then I guess I have made History just hours ago.
Running after that 'tuut' was exhausting yet droll .
Thanks to my gigantic BUTT, I still managed to get hold every moment in style.

I read this 'Essay Of The Month' written by the most courages and dedicated son of Hussain.

A group of friends went to East Coast Park to have a relaxation time after their O-Levels, when there's a SHOCKING (really I mean it) incident happened while they were fishing.

(Written In Malay)
Tiba-tiba sesuatu kemalangan berlaku. Seorang lelaki sedang berenang di laut berdekatan dengan kami. Arifin tidak nampak lelaki itu dan terus memancing.
JARUM yang terletak di JALA itu tersangkut di kepala lelaki itu. Mula-mula Arifin ingat dia telah mendapat ikan, jadi dia terus menarik JALA itu.

.......

Zainal menyuruhku keluarkan JARUM itu daripada kepala lelaki itu dan MENEKAN kepalanya. Aku berasa NGILU apabila menarik JARUM itu daripada kepala lelaki itu.

Get the joke? If you don't, why not ask me =)

Hide-Sembunyi

2009-05-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I lost all my pictures, musics, documents that I downloaded from Mr Wee's site, my Presidential Speech and of course, my SIGNATURE! Goodness Heavens... That's how I bare to live with and pathetically, nuisances, bloody sister! Gahh!!!

Okay, now let's talk about school Mid-year result.
I waited for my turn to collect my report book from Mrs. Oh, impatiently.

"Zuhairi!", shouted my form teacher.

"You did exceptionally well, but you have to worry about your English. Who knows,(touch wood) you fall sick suddenly during the English O-Levels? You will not do as good as this.

"Which course you are opting to go to, and where?, she asked.

"Erm... Integrated Events Management with 13 cut-off point(COP) at Republic Polytechnic?,I replied.

Supposedly, 13 (COP) is at Singapore Polytechnic, while 21 (COP) is at Republic Polytechnic. So, I have two institutes to choose from. Humm..

I was told about the 'Direct Poly Exercise' thing. I'm really clear about the structure of the application. However, it sounds cool. I will want to try.

Opss.. I forgot to tell you my results. I only scored a distinction, two B3s, a C5 and a C6.
L1R4=18(minus CCA points= 16)

Thank you for going through the proverbs with me.
Its thoughtful of you, spending time for me.
Thank You.

Let's strive A1 for MALAY!

Bye!

Im Intense Free.

2009-05-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Sitting down under that pathetic fan for more than 6 hours was not bad after all. From the first day, I already felt restless. However, that inspiring educator made every session as cheerful as possible. I can't deny that the group sitting on the top left hand corner of the classroom gave me the spirit too. Okay, some on the right too. Eh, bottom left also? Hahaha.. The class was simply, congenial.

Let's do a simple countdown. Three more days, I suppose. I can confidently said that I'm ready to sit for the paper but the only problem is that, are the rest of my mates ready? I don't wish to just excel in this subject alone. I really hope that the percentage of distinctions this year will be 60%, hopefully. It's not impossible, as I can see that efforts were put in by every single one. Good luck with answering the composition questions. It's not that hard to imagine. =)

NEXT, let's talk about this someone.
This person, is not... how can I put it simply.
Yar, this person is very hard to talk to.
Goodness lar, you imagine. ARGH!
Hahaha =)
Okay lar, if that's the only way what can I say right?
Heheh. Let the lamest thing hunt that person down.
Yeah, Bye.

Last Thing Was Done When You Thought You Don't Want It.

2009-05-24T09:06:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Some of you might be expecting me to post a lengthy this time. However, I do not think it's the right time for me to do so. There's some reasoning to it.

Training my vocals is not easy as it seems to look but I did not expect things could be moving slowly yet smoothly. Well, more classes to go but I've got work to do. =(

Why must have that kind of thought?

2009-05-16T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Proper post this time.

Ranging in anger was not helping either. I have a feeling that I'm doing good. Any good.
Why?
Maybe I felt redundant and undefined. But that was because I was unable to tell.
Why must have that kind of thought?

I can never deny that time was as great as ever, as you yourself claimed. However, with what sense that make you feel so?
Do I look like one? Do I?
Why must have that kind of thought?

If things were not how it was, I would never want it to be like how it is now.
You feel that way? That was exactly what I felt.
But, Why must have that kind of feeling?

I will focus now on my Malay Intensive programme.
I will not agitate with what bothers everything now.
If you feel that's what you want, you carry on.

Wouldn't it be nice if the world is.... RIGHT!

Why must have that kind of thought?

2009-05-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, I will do it.

2009-05-16T17:25:00.000+08:00

Hell, O!

I don't wish to say anything here.

I will do what you might think of me 'doing'. I will not tolerate any 'kinds'.
If that's what you want, then that's what you get.

HAPPY??

Intense Week Ahead.

2009-05-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I pulled my last gasp of breathe just about hours ago. Although, I still cannot afford to enjoy fully for the accomplishment of the MYE. In weeks time, I will be back at the examination hall again, sitting for my Malay O-Levels paper.

I admit that I only focus 100% for my language papers and not the others. Also, I did not fully prepare myself for the other papers. Just have a feeling to get inspiration from my own failure?
I'm not expecting a handsomely graded result. Neither do I expecting myself to terribly fall short. Surprises, I love surprises.

Gradually, I began to realise that its merely 1st of June.
Chelsea lost to Barcelona, was one of the few matches I will never want to vanish it from my memory. Sad to say that Drogba acted wildly but if you were him, I supposed you will act the same way too. I can really see that his passion for soccer is really deep, and he just want a fair match, to make Chelsea at least clinch their first European title. Well, guess we'll have to wait and see who's the new manager and who will be transferred to the BLUES!

I do not know what else I can do to make all this problems stop, but I'm sure they will get me when the time comes. I will not give in even a little, so long as they don't touch any of us.

Happy Birthday Dad. =)

Mum's Holiday.

2009-05-09T08:32:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I was quite reluctant to accept the fact that my mum was actually away for holiday, when tomorrow is mother's day. Supposed to celebrate the joyful event at my aunt's cribs today but sadly no mum by my side. I won't feel awkward because we are quite used to it. This is not her first away trip anyway. Hopefully she will return home safely.

Happy Mothers' Day to all Nenek-Nenek.. =)
Jangan Marah eh..
=)

One Down (English Language)

2009-05-04T13:42:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Yes! One subject down, four more to go.

English was not as tough as I thought it could be.
Maybe I was ready for that paper.

I suppose situational writing was not well written than my composition.
By the time I started writing my letter, half of my energy was used up.
I think the 'Red Bull' can help =)

Tomorrow: Malay Language

Act Fast, Next Time

2009-04-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I did put my 98% on the practical just now but I screwed it up.
Firstly, I thought I was ahead of time after finishing both practicals.
But I was so stupid to left the chemistry question that I supposedly know how to answer.
Mr. Ang asked us to put our pens down, but he caught me writing.
There goes the reminder, telling everyone in the room not to repeat the same mistake as I did.
Goodness two marks gone for leaving out three words!

Worst come to worst.
Do anyone know what is horizontal and what is vertical?
Dam, my physics graph...
Goodness, four marks flying handsomely to hell.

One lesson to be learnt.
You might know your things well but once nervousness hunt you, prepare for the worst.

Tomorrow is Labour Day cum Study Day for me.
I will be out from home to enjoy studying in the nicely air-conditioned National Library,
But will it be open tomorrow?
Humm...

Put All Shits Aside.

2009-04-30T05:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I think it's time for me to put all those problems that's on my mind now.
The Science Practical needs concentration and I can't afford to lose my 20%.

Few things to take note;

+ Copper(II) Carbonate is GREEN in colour.
+ It's white precipitate form, not limewater turns CHALKY.
+ Repeat experiment for few more times for better accuracy.
Don't worry about the mess that you made during the practical. The lab is suppose the be DIRTY!

Thank you for that wish.
But I still have to follow my heart.
Bye.

Can't They Just Understand Sentiment

2009-04-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Critics, sarcasms, scorns etc.

What do you really expect a student like me to retort after being humiliated in front of many?
Laughing? Chuckling ?
I don't wish to lengthy this matter. I will make this chapter as my focal point. We will see.

Seriously, I think that someone just can't see the obvious. Someone just don't seems to understand how hurtful sometimes situation can be. Every single thing that I tired to do seems hollow. I wanted the best but how could the end product be satisfactory when someone don't even want to make just a little appreciation and show some heed to that bloody effort of mine?

I pity Miss Rafiyah.
I pity her for pulling herself to continue teaching even though she's at a state of ailing.
I pity her for being forced to listen to every ironic remarks made by me.
I pity her for telling us the Babi Flu story that's happening currently in this world.
I pity her for getting sick.
I pity her.
Tsk Tsk Tsk...
Indeed, a strong educator like her, should be given egg on as how she did to us.
Not all educator seems to have that characteristic.
Tsk Tsk Tsk..

Tossing WIVES At My Window.

2009-04-24T17:49:00.005+08:00

When we stared out knew
This relationship
Was unhealthy
You broke the code,
Never thought
That you would stoop so low
You got me flying solo
Now you crying talking bout you
Can't live without me.

I was quite captured by those words. Not really captivating but at least it shows some-side of my expression. Total credits to Mr. Chris & Singh.

Yes, I am not denying that I am actually responding bizarrely these days. Class, gate, room-seems to be the same for me. I was supposed to wake up from this unprecedented dream since birth. Eh, seriously how could a pathetic man like myself be absolutely still when obnoxious hearsay passed my ear for at least 20 times. That made up to 20 blabbermouths. Only when you jabbers were to be in my bloody shoes, feel the pain of all hearts.

The fundamental cause of all these problems have always being linked back to my own name. Even if it meant to be serious or yarn, the sentiment is essentially mar. Have put some thoughts about it- moving on, pretending those words were just fortuitous. Another mess to clean up.

Joke is defined as a short ironic depiction of a situation communicated with the intend to bring humor. Maybe it was undefined during that particular time.

Exams. Test. Mock. MYE.
Typically, everyone will not want to sense the trauma of those. Either you bring yourself up, or flung out.

For the dam record,
I'm seriously not on full gear.
But how could I pretend to be adequate,
When thoughts and feelings is on full fear.

WAIT!

2009-04-24T17:09:00.000+08:00

=) Wait guys! Im posting a very interesting post =)

Bubbly Bubble Bathing.

2009-04-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

Bubble, bubble, bubble.

Hot, humid, sultry.

Expanding? Erm, not really...

I'm devastated by what is currently happening, but again I can't do much.
It's not simply asking someone not to do something that mar my feelings.
That's selfish. And I'm not.

Tell yourself what you really really want. I can't be the only one asking, clarifying, expounding stuffs to you. My little effort to you seemed to be worthless, and now you are claiming I'm not even trying? Don't you ever ask yourself what makes me goes like THIS?

:)

Life is many splendid things.

2009-04-18T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Still was able to type as long as i possibly can.

Currently, I am reading an English novel. It's still an ongoing process reading the fascinating novel- a girl who counts every single doable things. From footsteps till words that came out from her mouth for a day. Envisage yourself from doing so. I can presume that anyone who tires doing so, will be consulting a psychiatrist. I belief that it's simply impossible for anyone to even count your own steps for one day. Unless you are lying on your bed for the entire day.

I don't have the chance to specially express my million appreciation for all the afford took. I'm coveting to post about it but I do not wish to disappoint the request. Your afford, your folks, will not easily fade away from my mind. Let us just pray, pray and pray. It's the very best we could afford to execute.

Mid-Year Examination is imminent, so I suppose that it will be a harsh week for me and all.
Intensive studying will never get you to the point you want, unless applying understandability too. Right 3239?

Will There Be Remedy?

2009-04-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hello?

I guess that my sis is nothing but F!

It's very near...

2009-04-12T06:42:00.000+08:00

It's coming people.

And I just got a bad dream.

Very bad..

My goodness..

No mercy is given..

hahaha.. i crazy..

2009-04-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

everytime i'm off mood, i switch on my com.

I really don't know why..

IS IT more important............

i got no mood to type

Ahhh.. Must go!

2009-04-11T07:21:00.000+08:00

Hello.

What can I say, I have to go!
The decision I'm making is thorny.
Thorny? I meant difficult.

Was suppose to be at West Coast Park today, but haiyo..
What to do. I don't blame you. It's okay.
So, we never going to meet anymore? I hope not.

Amanda, this is for you.
I'm actually happy thanks to you.
Thank You Amanda =D
Last long with Ronald okay =D

I don't know where to go today.
I can't meet neither of them.
I wish them all the best in their life.
Haha, I'm not crying.

Let's count. Four more days to my actual therapy.
Let's count. I don't know how many hours.
Haha. How many seconds? I don't know.
What I know 150409 is very near! Whhooo.. Scary.

Heard the needle this time is going to be twice bigger than normal.
Have to cut what ever that need to be cut.
Doc.Teo called just an hour ago for conformation.

I hope this won't be last post. =)

9 April was too tired to think off.

2009-04-09T22:22:00.001+08:00

Hello.

I just got back home from course. Wait, this is what I'm feeling right now.

+ Tired
+ Exhausted
+ Wear Off
+ Drained
+ Bushed
+ Lethargic
+ Fuming
+ Irate
+ Livid

I managed to watch the European Champions League quarterfinal match, Liverpool against Chelsea. Chelsea won 3 goals to 1. When I reached school, I felt rather drowsy.
Maybe because I did not take my medication or the fact that I did not slept well.
I did my Mathematics, Science and Malay test today. I studied neither of those subjects. However, I'm determined that I can pass all my tests. My Malay paper ended around six thirty. I walked out of the school alone. My heart told me to jay walk to get myself to the train station. When I stepped out from the school gate, my first view was quite obnoxious. I pulled myself together, carry on my journey with fluctuation of thoughts and feelings.

I studied some vocabularies phrases, high value words and oral presentation. I was not told to complete those worksheets but my lecturer told he did. Maybe I was not at my focal point that time. Well, I managed to get the highest among my mates for oral. One thing I found the course tactful was my lecturer. He's knowledgeable and obliging. No regrets for investing dollars on this effective, yet enjoyable course.

Wee Siong's Presentation!

2009-04-08T09:14:00.000+08:00

Early morning already tears drop-drop.

Wait, I think we can't give up.

2009-04-05T09:32:00.000+08:00

I taking back what I said on the previous post.

After few talks, I think I should not give in.

I cannot just think about myself right?

Okay, I will wait till wants to carry on.

I just follow what you want.

Sometimes, we have to give up.

2009-04-05T06:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah, the subject speaks for its self.

I'm giving up.

No more, till my examination is done.

Or should I say, if I'm still breathing.

Good luck you two.

No holes in his shoes, but big hole in his world.

2009-04-03T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone.

Let's sing together today okay. If you find the lyrics disturbing, just carry on reading.
Meaningful, plus the song has a great melody.

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did.
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better f***.
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me.
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of.
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me.

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster.
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus.
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part.
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish.
Did you really think I will let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster.
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat.
Dance to this beat.
Dance to this beat.

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster.
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster.

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better f***.
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me.
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of.
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me.

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls.
Dance to this beat.
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls.
Dance to this beat.
And hold a lover close.
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster.
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster!

Start now idiot!

2009-04-02T13:46:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone! Today I will be attending my English Language Course at CDAC. Today is my first lesson and I'm eager to attend the course. Earlier, I had my oral course with 5N3's English Language teacher, Madam. Chua. I have gain useful knowledge on how to better improve my pronunciation of certain words and syllabus. I bet now English Language has been a subject that I particularly pay attention on. I can’t deny that I'm weak in my English. However, I will try my best if I were to be given an opportunity too. I thought I was able to meet my friend up just now, but it turned up the other way. I'm not disenchanted by that but I find that its hard to even meet up. Well, I'm studying.... Congratulations to you, my dear Executive Committee member. Best of luck!

I felt great all of the sudden, but. . .

2009-03-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Yesterday, I bought a new Black TX200 Epson Printer from Harvey Norman at Bukit Panjang Plaza. Since my old printer has malfunctioned, my family and I decided to get a new and advance one as we frequently use the printer for our assignments. Not to mention, the papers that I will be buying soon. My family and I went for an outing together after so long we did not get along together. Everyone was busy with work and at last we managed to find a date to sit-and -eat simultaneously. Well, I hope it's not my last. =.=

In school just now, lessons per normal. Hated the morning assembly. Was kind off SUDDEN! hehe
Some groups did their presentations for our English projects. So far everyone in the class has being cooperative. After school, again as per normal, alone. Finding something very interesting to do except studying. hehe. I don't know why I can't sit and open my book to revise. Well, maybe its just laziness. However, something changed everything suddenly. After 3 years we have not met in person, at last I did. Was kind off pressurising but I was able to over-come my FEAR! hehe

Asked,"Why is your hand cold?"
I smiled!

Officially!

2009-03-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

It's official now!

Let me tell you something.

Im angry...

I'm Angry..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Computer Lab 25/3/09

2009-03-25T08:52:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Im in the school's computer labaratory!

Smile!

Holiday, not Holy-day, Lee Kuan Yew Award 2009

2009-03-22T09:53:00.000+08:00

Hello People!

I was supposed to post an entry about my Malay Camp previously but I missed that part. I summarized; the one day camp was to equip students from the graduating classes with better knowledge and skills for the written paper on first June. External vendors from Riang Ria were our lectures for that day. They are professionals and their teaching skills are extraordinary. Even though I took my Malay O-Levels last year, I still have some doubts about the language usage. After the camp, I cleared my doubts and gained new knowledge. The camp was educational yet fun!

The Term 1 break is coming to an end. I guess students are rushing to finish up their undone assignments. Sometimes I wonder, why on Earth must they stress up themselves finishing their work last minute, when they have the whole dam week. Maybe they have the wrong understanding about HOLIDAYS. Holidays in what I called 'Singaporean Term' means a period of time spent away from home for enjoyment and relaxation. However, this does not means that we are to NEGLECT our given work. To simplify, it's up to oneself perspective on how to spent their holidays. If oneself wants to stress out at the end of the holiday, then by all means. As long as oneself is able to cope. For me, I finished my work on the Friday of the holiday. I spent 10 hours to complete it. Restless, tired and happy. This were what I felt when I was completing my holiday assignment. Restless because I have to sit at the uncomfortable chair. Tired because who can stand sitting down and focus for 10 hours. Happy because I've completed my assignment in just one day where others took days.

As tomorrow schools reopen, I will be totally busy with school work. O-Levels are nowhere far so I've to prepare myself early. From past experiences, last minute studies always resulted to failure. I want to avoid myself from being one of them. I have reputation to uphold. I do not want to leave Zhenghua Secondary with a negatively remark on myself. I want people to know me positively. Talking about that, Zhenghua Secondary School was short-listed as one of the few schools in Singapore to be awarded the Lee Kuan Yew Award. The Lee Kuan Yew award is a new establish award, recognizing schools which their Normal Stream students are well taken care of. That was what I was being told by Mr. Lee Kuan Min, our principal. Tomorrow. me together with Zalilah, Xue Yao, Erwin, Aidil, Idham, Faizul, Mervyn, Nisa and another girl whose name I forgotten, will be attending an interview session with two inspectors. These two inspectors will conference with us asking questions on how the school have changed and groomed students from the Normal Stream. I can't wait for tomorrow!

Bye-Bye!

High Rope Challenge, Malay Camp!

2009-03-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

17 March 2009, High Rope Challenge
I gathered in the school's bus bay at 7 a.m together with my juniors and squad mates. We waited for the bus, that took about one and half hours to pick us up to Changi Jetty. Zalilah, Aidil, Sheng Guan, Kah Wee, Saiful, Hakiim,Daniel, our new teacher officer and myself board the bus with full of hopes that we could reach Pulau Ubin on time. On the way to the jetty, we chatted and joke around when all of the sudden, I received a message from a mysterious person, which turned my life into a lively one! I was extremely delighted and I took a deep breathe of relief.

During the boat trip, I took photos of the scenery, my peers and more. I enjoyed most when it comes to boat riding. Even though it's unglamorous, I still prefer boat riding then cable car and Singapore Flyer. It's way cheaper and affordable at my age =D

We waited for the rain to stop and proceeded to our stations of obstacles. First was the duo-ladder. This obstacle course is a challenge for pairs to get to the top of ladder. This may sounds easy but as we were climbing, it was tough as the ladder was swinging. With commitment, we managed to reach the top, together.

Next station was the flying fox. It's one of the tallest flying fox in Singapore with a height of 9-10 story high. I jumped down with my pair, Hakiim. We counted together and shouted as loud as we could to let off our worry of heights.

We really enjoyed the HRC course and hope the next batch will like it! Hehe!

Zuhairi, is so busy this Holiday!

2009-03-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

As the subject written, I was so busy and still, this few weeks where I could not spare a time for this blog of mine. Well, I was busy with school- Sports Day, NPCC etc.

This post will be short and sweet, so not to worry about reading the whole chuck. To make things easy for you guys, I will now only post at times of important events and at times of urgent matters.

Do what you are being told to do.

2009-03-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone.

Yesterday was an exhausting Saturday for the Zhenghua Secondary Non-Conventional Officers(NCO) and Seniors. After weeks of planning the Secondary One National Police Cadet Corps Camp. everyone now can take a deep breath. However, since the camp was part of their Sargent Promotion Test, the NCOs are quite worried about getting promoted as the camp speaks for it self.

The two day a night camp was not a bad start for the Secondary Three Cadets, but there are still more to learnt from the experience ones. The Overall In-Charge, Pascal, was not on form during the first day of the camp. Although it was not his first attempt, I could see that he still have lots to learnt in order to be as successful as possible. The second Overall In-Charge, Shermaine, was a disappointment. She has just thrown away a valuable opportunity to shine in the National Police Cadet Corps. She have lots to know in terms of planing, delegation of work and more.

As followed by tradition, the Training Department has always been promising. Lead by Seng Kok, Rena and Hao En really ignited the atmosphere of the camp as they conducted efficient camp-craft lesson and static drills exercise. I have no doubts about the three of them passing the Sargent Promotion Test.

Overall, the camp was a success in terms of learning points. I hopped the NCOs really learnt a lot from the camp and took the debrief seriously. I grade the camp 6/10. Great Effort everyone!

I have always been the one not to be asleep whenever it comes to NPCC camps. I couldn't find a fundamental reason towards this statement as I myself want to be asleep. Is it the unused atmosphere or is it me just being ridiculous. Well, I had my 14 hours of sleep, after being awake for 24 hours.

Till I sleeps again, Bye-Bye!

It's Disease Week!

2009-03-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone.

Ahhh Chooo... I has been sneezing since yesterday when I got into the air-conditioned computer lab for English lesson. We were asked to write a composition through Citerion, a software that enables to correct our composition errors. I was grateful for the advance system that Mr. Wee introduced to us, even though we had to pay it for 80 bucks. Its one big advantage for students to engage themselves with the proper format of writing a composition. However, when I looked at my CA1 English results, which was posted by Mr. Wee through his Multiply Blog, I was rather disappointed and forlorn. I knew that English is the most important subject in order for me to proceed successfully for further education. Nevertheless, all the feelings of dissatisfaction was put aside as I determined myself to preserver the hard time of learning English. English is a subject that needs patient in order to excel. In addition, I have also decided to enter a English course, proudly organized by CDAC, for nine weeks. I was eager to get the courses, as I will be able to gain extra knowledge in the most toughest subject of all time. Not only that, I can't wait to get to know to new friends along the nine weeks of lesson.

Back to the topic of me being sick. Not only me who was infected with the flu disease, but Kiong Huat, Azhar, Sumui, Dorrothy and Aileen too. I could not find the 'source' of the disease spreader. From flu, I am now starting to feel the heaviness on my head. However, this sickness does not stopped me to come to school just now. We had our English Comprehension test before a session of class photo taking. Sadly this year, our main highlight was not Saifulbahri, but it was QXY! Everyone was so informal during the candid shot, pointing our fingers to QXY!

Well, we had a pleasant Chemistry practical just now in the afternoon. We did few experiment to find out the five an-ions. Okay, that will do for this time entry. Till we meet again.

Bye-Bye!

Dinner w/th Desmond

2009-03-01T09:36:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone =D

As you all were being told about the 'exclusive' dinner I had last night, I'm posting an entry about the yesterday's event.

I was at home the whole morning and afternoon yesterday while passing time to strike 5.30 p.m. I left home after that, took the public bus to Causeway Point. On the way there, I was worried as there was a heavy traffic conjunction at the checkpoint. I was relief when the bus speed up after passing through the jam. I reached my destination before time. As usual, I was the earliest bird. Waited for everyone to reach outside Seoul Garden. I stood by the side of the escalator. The civilians around was puzzled what on Earth I'm doing there. (grinning)

Mr Desmond was designated to sit beside me as Pang and Kiong was an hour late. He ordered normal base soup because he's not onto spicy gravies. As I was being very 'kia-su', I was the first among the rest to take a plate, and scoop what ever that was laid on the table menu. My saliva was drooling- foods there was appetizing. We ate, chit-chatted, sharing personal problems, class issues, friends conflicts and much much more. We sat there for about three hours, which an indication that we ate a lot! Mostly, I ate the coffee chicken, which I found the nicest among the chicken varieties there. Being a typical Malay young man, beef was not excluded in my meal. I tried the black pepper, ERM.. lots more.

Patrick and Kiong Huat invented an interesting drink-choc chips ice cream, floating in a cup of root beer. I was mesmerized by the invention and decided to make my very own Raspberry Beer! I showed it to all my friends and gave them a little taste. They found the drink delicious and thus they directed me to make one for each of them. I was honoured! Like duh... I was moving up and down the ice-cream fridge back to my seat. I still can recall during my cousin's wedding when I was asked to be the Ice-Cream MAN! hehhe

Pictures, pictures and more pictures. We took photos of our foolish act in the public. I detested the idea in the first place, but I found out it was quite interesting and fun. We took about more than 200 photos with Desmond's DSLR, Janet's digital and my cell phone. We were too engrossed in photography I guess =D

We went home straight after that, leaving a great fun and memories. I hopping to have more of such activities so we could bond as a classmate and able to cooperate well for the better of our studies =D

She's back home, SAFE!

A Fundamental Perspective of Life.

2009-02-28T11:08:00.003+08:00

Hello People.

English lessons here and there, till I forgotten to share my own daily routine life. How rude can I be? Hehe. Well, being busy with school work, activities and most of all, my life will never been complete without being at home. I guess it is the fact that I will never be me, without this home of my parents. Furthermore, I couldn't even post this entry without this home. Home is one of the most fundamental perspective in my life, so far.

I suppose that telling you people about my school life, will be lacklustre. Unless it's one of the most fundamental perspective-before or after school curriculum. This week, there was nothing interesting that spark my school life, except for some 'kids' issues that forced me to be involved. I really not wanting to intervene all sorts of problems that those kids are having now, but I really don't want those kids to waste their youths' life.

As life have been boring since 2nd January 2009, I started thinking of something particularly pleasant about school- studying hard. Even though I'm sick bored of being stuck with strict rules and law enforcements by our Discipline Master, I knew it was best not only for me, but for the school as well. Being a student is never easy for anyone, especially when it comes to EXAMINATIONS. Yes, I couldn't agree more that EXAMINATIONS will never run away from us. So, now, Examinations is one of the most fundamental perspective of my life.

She went for her Leadership Training Camp, lasted for two days and a night. I wish I could not talk much about it, but hopping she can adjust herself, and suits the environment of being a leader cum student. She must buck up now, or suffer later, with regrets. Therefore, bucking up is one of the most fundamental perspective in her life.

Rain, pouring down from the sky. Its uncountable. I'm passing my time to get change and set off to a dinner invitation by my former class form teacher, Mr Desmond Pei Pei Sin. People around might been wondering, what on the green Earth are we doing with him. Well, I should have said that he was one of the teacher in ZSS that made an impact on our lives. At least these people care about our results, not like some.

I better get running. To everyone out there, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Whether is it have to do with sentence structure, grammar, vocabularies, punctuations,just puke it out and kindly suggest a better solution =D

Till then, Bye-Bye!

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